Who fucking cares. Nothing fucking feels good. I'm intimidated to DEATH by everyone I meet because I'm too insecure and sensitive. I can't be taken seriously because of my apperance or the way I carry myself. I can't carry on a convorsation with anyone who I haven't known for a long time without becoming afraid that I'll say the wrong thing to make them not like me. I feel pressured and can't have fun at public social gatherings because I have nothing to talk about. I hate myself, I feel inadequate compared to just about everyone I meet and all I wanna do is lay in bed all day and just play video games because it's the only time I feel even the slightest bit like a normal human being rather than a ball of lifeless flesh.